tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65815812011-04-22T05:21:53.330+08:00Amberle's blog.. My everything.. Its all hereLennenoreply@blogger.comBlogger111100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1081505543984613422004-04-09T18:12:00.000+08:002004-04-09T18:16:13.373+08:00<i> You are beautiful, no matter what they say.. Words cant bring us down... You are beautiful, in every single way coz words wont bring us down</i> <br /> <br />Mood: Tired. <br /> <br />Just went to mass.. Making my new project now.. Confidential.. Wont say what it is. Gonna be on a hiatus break// <br />Cya~~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-108150554398461342?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1081074808758204042004-04-04T18:33:00.000+08:002004-04-04T18:37:10.983+08:00<i>Its starts with one.. </i> <br /> <br />Mood: Nuts <br /> <br />ANYONE WILLING TO HOST ME??? WITHOUT IMAGES MY LAYOUTS ARE HORRID!!! <br />Along with my clollective (not up) <br />Can provide with a preview if you like. <br />3-5mb <br />Thanx!!!! <br />*Sob*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-108107480875820404?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1080360642314323812004-03-27T12:10:00.000+08:002004-03-27T12:14:13.483+08:00<i> </i> <br /> <br />Mood: Tired <br /> <br />Missed SJAB today....Nearly puked in the morning coz i was carsick yest.. <br /> <br />Went to TM with Beatrice & Shu Qing..HP kena confiscated..Sick of HCHS (BEATRICE!! DUN NAME HIM)... <br />Was ultra blur when i went to TM..was SOOOO tired lorh. Couldnt find any nice clothes. <br />Sick of TM <br />Sick of WS <br />Sick of Orchard <br />Sick of HCHS <br />Sick of Nice clothes being so ex. <br />Sick of being so lifeless & tired.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-108036064231432381?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1079426902351915082004-03-16T16:48:00.000+08:002004-03-16T16:51:38.170+08:00<i> None</i> <br /> <br />Mood: WHEE!! <br /> <br />I'm gonna get my proficiency badge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br />At least if i dont mess up my post-course work... <br /> <br />I thought i failed e test! The madam can be an actress..Really.. She was screaming about how disappointed she was blah blah & <br />"This is the first time the whole class passed!" <br /> <br />It took a really long time for it to register in our head.. Then e cheering & "Chey!"ing started.. <br />Oh well.. <br /> <br />Typing collective info halfway <br /> <br />Blog later maybe~ <br />Cya~ <br />XDD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107942690235191508?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1079349328585247252004-03-15T19:15:00.000+08:002004-03-15T19:18:43.640+08:00<i>BECAUSE I REALIZED I GOT ME, MYSELF, AND I, THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END..THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT, AND IT AINT NO NEED TO CRY..I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON -I'M GON' BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND </i> <br /> <br />Mood: Tired <br /> <br />[Recap - SAT - SJAB] <br /> <br />Physical training...In station form. We (Me, Shi Yu, Zemin, Josephine, Shirlton[Is that how you spell it?]) were so unlucky!!! We met e sir lyk..4 times lorh! I hate guy's pushup.. The only time i did it was last last week when my knees hurt lyk hell! So i forced myself to do it~ <br />Back to the topic. <br />We did crunches first (We were better off compared to NPCC & NCC, i saw) then Singing with your legs 45 degrees up -LAME RITE? - then Sit Ups i think, then Pushups & we didnt do e last station! XD But i had flu that day.....So i sweated a lot. I hate my morning flu sickness.. <br /> <br />Then <br /> <br />Basketball!!! Me & Christina bargained for Netball & failed.. & i was kinda like the only one playing.. Against Sabrina, Rueben, Yan Seng (how dya spell it) , Najiy (how to spell), Grace (I think). THE LAST TIME I PLAYED NETBALL WAS 2 YEARS AGO!!! & i became slower.. Could've stopped Rueben with my previous speed lorh.. *Sighs* But i didnt play very seriously & 1-2 moves by Yan Seng stop me liao. Whatever.. Getting rusty..better play sometime soon. XD <br />[/Recap] <br /> <br /><b>Today</b> <br />E SANA course was held today.. My first proficiency badge. Wasnt that bad, made a few frens (E Sec 2 Seniors). Thats pretty much all <br /> <br />Cya~ <br /> <br /><b>Me, Myself And I Lyrics</B> <br /> <br />aLL THE LADIES IF U FEEL ME HELP ME SING IT OUT...... <br /> <br />(VERSE 1) <br />I CANT BELIVE I BELIEVED <br />EVERYTHING WE HAD WOULD LAST <br />SO YOUNG AND NAIVE FOR ME TO THINK <br />SHE WAS FROM YOUR PAST <br />SILLY OF ME TO DREAM OF <br />ONE DAY HAVING YOUR KIDS <br />LOVE IS SO BLIND <br />IT FEELS RIGHT WHEN ITS WRONG <br /> <br />I CANT BELIEVE I FELL FOR YOUR SCHEMES <br />I'M SMARTER THAN THAT <br />SO DUMB AND NAIVE TO BELIEVE THAT WITH ME <br />YOU'RE A CHANGED MAN <br />FOOLISH OF ME TO COMPETE <br />WHEN YOU CHEAT WITH LOOSE WOMEN <br />IT TOOK ME SOME TIME BUT NOW I'VE MOVED ON <br /> <br />(CHORUS) <br />BECAUSE I REALIZED I GOT <br />ME, MYSELF, AND I <br />THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END <br />THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT <br />AND IT AINT NO NEED TO CRY <br />I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON <br />I'M GON' BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND <br /> <br />ME, MYSELF AND I <br />THATS ALL I GOT IN THE END <br />THATS WHAT I FOUND OUT <br />AND IT AINT NO NEED TO CRY <br />I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW <br />I'M GON' BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND <br /> <br />(VERSE 2) <br />YOUR SO CONTROLLING, YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME <br />BUT YOU DONT <br />YOUR FAMILY TOLD ME ONE DAY <br />I WOULD SEE IT ON MY OWN <br />NEXT THING I KNOW I'M DEALING <br />WITH YOUR THREE KIDS IN MY HOME <br />LOVE IS SO BLIND IT FEELS RIGHT WHEN ITS WRONG <br /> <br />NOW THAT ITS OVER <br />STOP CALLING ME <br />COME PICK UP YO CLOTHES <br />NO NEED TO FRONT LIKE YA STILL WIT ME <br />ALL YOUR HOMIES KNOW <br />EVEN YOUR VERY BEST FRIEND <br />TRIED TO WARN ME ON THE LOW <br />IT TOOK ME SOME TIME <br />BUT NOW I AM STRONG <br /> <br />REPEAT CHORUS <br /> <br />BRIDGE (REPEAT TO FADE) <br />I GOT ME, MYSELF, AND I <br />I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER DISAPOINT MYSELF <br />My eyes HAVE CRIED A THOUSAND TIMES <br />ALL THE LADIES IF YOU FEEL ME HELP ME SING IT OUT <br />I CAN'T REGRET TIME SPENT WITH YOU <br />YEAH YOU HURT ME BUT I LEARNED A LOT ALONG THE WAY <br />BUT I LUCKED OUT TO MAKE IT THROUGH <br />AFTER ALL THE RAIN I'VE SEEN THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN <br /> <br />I GOT ME, MYSELF, AND I <br />I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER DISAPOINT MYSELF <br />My eyes HAVE CRIED A THOUSAND TIMES <br />ALL THE LADIES IF YOU FEEL ME HELP ME SING IT OUT <br />I CAN'T REGRET TIME SPENT WITH YOU <br />YEAH YOU HURT ME BUT I LEARNED A LOT ALONG THE WAY <br />BUT I LUCKED OUT TO MAKE IT THROUGH <br />AFTER ALL THE RAIN I'VE SEEN THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN <br />YEAH-AH <br />OH OH OH OOH OOH OOOH OOOH OOOOH OOOOH OOOOOH OOOOOH OOOOOH <br /> <br />I GOT ME, MYSELF, AND I <br />I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER DISAPOINT MYSELF <br />My eyes HAVE CRIED A THOUSAND TIMES <br />ALL THE LADIES IF YOU FEEL ME HELP ME SING IT OUT <br />I CAN'T REGRET TIME SPENT WITH YOU <br />YEAH YOU HURT ME BUT I LEARNED A LOT ALONG THE WAY <br />BUT I LUCKED OUT TO MAKE IT THROUGH <br />AFTER ALL THE RAIN I'VE SEEN THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN <br />YEAH-AH <br />OH OH OH OOH OOH OOOH OOOH OOOOH OOOOH OOOOOH OOOOOH OOOOOH <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107934932858524725?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1079192367969949962004-03-13T23:39:00.000+08:002004-03-13T23:42:40.216+08:00Edited some typos~ Gotta go sleep now <br /> <br />Recommendation: Broken by Seether w/ Amy Lee<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107919236796994996?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1079188861819128392004-03-13T22:41:00.000+08:002004-03-13T22:49:15.750+08:00<i> So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do..Face away and pretend that I'm not, but I'll be here cause you're all I got <br /></i> <br /> <br />Mood: Partying, Singing head off <br /> <br />A distance with a close friend is increasing. & it is NOT my fault this time. She's too much!! After telling me off yesterday, she told me to go & get her homework! I WAS LYK WTF? WHY THE HECK SHOULD I HELP HER? <br /> <br />The whole incident was kind of too much! I was ALWAYS the one sacrificing & she telles me that its irritating when i talk to her abt stuff. EXCUSE ME BUT SERIOUSLY? YOU SAY THAT I DONT LET HER TALK ABOUT WHAT SHE WANTS & SHE ALWAYS ASKS ME TO START A TOPIC! WHEN SHE'S IN TROUBLE, SHE DOESNT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT & AFTER THAT COME TELL ME I DONT LET HER??????????????????????? <br /> <br />Crap.Crap.Crap.Crap! <br />This kinda fren is so not worth having. She's so selfish! <br />--------------------------------------------------------------- <br />I dislike my class..Its kinda like evryone was once popular so only the funny & half-snobs can remain so.. Its sick. & The jokes are like Lame, Lame, Lame. <br /> <br />no offense to anyone but those are FACTS? <br />--------------------------------------------------------------- <br />Listening to "Let's get retarded" by BEP <br />Now "Hey Mama" by BEP too. <br />Fergies's voice is really good lorh. <br />HOLS ARE HERE!!! XD <br /> <br />According to Moggy, e next cosplay is on 7th July!! I'll do Fall then! <br /> <br />LOL <br /> <br />Haha <br />That's all fer today~ Cya <br /> <br /><b>Numb Lyrics</B> <br /> <br />I'm tired of being what you want me to be <br />Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface <br />I don't know what you're expecting of me <br />Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes <br />(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) <br />Every step that I take is another mistake to you <br />(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) <br /> <br />[Chorus:] <br />I've become so numb <br />I can't feel you there <br />I've become so tired, so much more aware <br />I'm becoming this, all I want to do <br />Is be more like me and be less like you <br /> <br />Can't you see that you're smothering me? <br />Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control <br />'Cause everything that you thought I would be <br />Has fallen apart, right in front of you <br />(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) <br />Every step that I take is another mistake to you <br />(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) <br />An' every second I waste is more than I can take <br /> <br />[Chorus:] <br />I've become so numb <br />I can't feel you there <br />I've become so tired, so much more aware <br />I'm becoming this, all I want to do <br />Is be more like me and be less like you <br /> <br />And I know <br />I may end up failing too <br />But I know <br />You were just like me <br />With someone disappointed in you <br /> <br />[Chorus:] <br />I've become so numb <br />I can't feel you there <br />I've become so tired, so much more aware <br />I'm becoming this, all I want to do <br />Is be more like me and be less like you <br /> <br />I've <br />Become so numb <br />I can't feel you there <br />I'm tired of being what you want me to be <br />I've become so numb <br />I can't feel you there <br />I'm tired of being what you want me to be <br /> <br /><b>Faint Lyrics</B> <br /> <br />Chester: <br />I am <br /> <br />Mike: <br />A little bit of loneliness <br />A little bit of disregard <br />Handful of complaints <br />But I can't help the fact <br />That everyone can see these scars <br /> <br />Chester: <br />I am <br /> <br />Mike: <br />What I want you to want <br />What I want you to feel <br />But it's like no matter what I do <br />I can't convince you <br />To just believe this is real <br /> <br />Chester: <br />So I <br /> <br />Mike: <br />Let go watching you <br />Turn your back like you always do <br />Face away and pretend that I'm not <br />But I'll be here cause <br />You are all I've got <br /> <br />Chester: <br />I can't feel the way I did before <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br />Time won't heal <br />This damage anymore <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br /> <br />Chester: <br />I am <br /> <br />Mike: <br />A little bit insecure <br />A little unconfident <br />'Cause you don't understand <br />I do what I can <br />But sometimes I don't make sense <br /> <br />Chester: <br />I am <br /> <br />Mike: <br />What you never want to say <br />But I've never had a doubt <br />But it's like no matter what I do <br />I can't convince you <br />For once just to hear me out <br /> <br />Chester: <br />So I <br /> <br />Mike: <br />Let go <br />Watching you <br />Turn your back like you always do <br />Face away and pretend that I'm not <br />But I'll be here cause you're all I got <br />(got) <br />(got) <br />(got) <br />(got) <br />(got) <br /> <br />Chester: <br />I can't feel <br />The way I did before <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br />Time won't heal <br />This damage anymore <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br />Nooooooooooooo <br /> <br />Hear me out now <br />You're gonna listen to me <br />Like it or not <br />Right now <br />Hear me out now <br />You're gonna listen to me <br />Like it or not <br />Right now <br />I can't feel <br />The way I did before <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored!!! <br />I can't feel <br />The way I did before <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br />Time won't heal <br />This damage anymore <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br />I can't feel <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br />Time won't change <br />Don't turn your back on me <br />I won't be ignored <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107918886181912839?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1079011254116795172004-03-11T21:20:00.000+08:002004-03-13T21:41:11.403+08:00<i>I'm dying..Praying..bleeding..& still believing.. Am i too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?</i> <br /> <br />Mood: Irregular <br /> <br />ALRIGHT!!!! COMMON TEST ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br />& Mr Ng cancelled ALL OF MY LEFT-OVER PC SESSIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ROCK! <br />XD <br /> <br />Sad stuff now.. Saw him today.. (Only 4 people on this Earth knows who he is..Happy guessing..Comment initials only plz..) <br />I donnoe..Met him on VD// Amazing right? LOL... I WANT ALL E SHORTIES TO GROW TALLER DAMMIT! Anyways..Could talk to him lyk frens b4..Now cant even talk. So what ever. Sheesh. <br /> <br />Speaking of which, i have NO idea why Glenda lyks Jude..Bad taste!!! (No offense but not lyk you'll noe who i am) XD <br /> <br />\Nuts liao/ <br /> <br />XDD <br /> <br />Whee~ <br /> <br />NO MORE PC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107901125411679517?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1078827894528236012004-03-09T18:24:00.000+08:002004-03-09T18:28:01.280+08:00<i> Though i've tried, i've fallen.. I've sunk so low, i messed up, better I should know.. So dont come round here & tell me I told you so</i> <br /> <br /></b>Mood: Crappy, Sampish // Nuts</b> <br /> <br />[Mesg] <br />Ellimist, i AM freaking pissed with you now, is that not what you wanna see (know in this case)? I am the way i am & what the hell is your prob with me NOT typing vulgar? I dun like vulgar, is that your prob? & What the hell makes u happy when i'm pissed? <br />[/Mesg] <br /> <br />Days left to end of PC~ 6 <br /> <br />Helping Valerie make her BG right now.. For all of you who donnoe what "# Sang to the wind is", its for comments... <br /> <br />Signing off now. Bye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107882789452823601?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1078741640724573672004-03-08T18:27:00.000+08:002004-03-08T18:30:25.996+08:00<i>I'm going under.. Dont want your hand this time i'll save myself... Maybe i'll wake up for once.. Not tormented daily defeated by you..Just one night- Before i'd reach the bottom</i> <br /> <br />Mood: Hmmmm <br /> <br />Beatrice, I am SOO NOT copying you! [Mesg] is SOOO basic!! & its kinda lyk a reply to yours. =P <br /> <br />Began working on e collective side of the site! Finally! Now i'm doing a history project. <br />I am such a miracle worker.. Got both R&R (reflect & respond) + PC (Detention) today! Both = detention, both = 3 hrs... <br />Days left to end of PC ~ 7 <br />7 freaking days... I am already a regular customer at e PC area eh? <br /> <br />LoL. Signing off to go finish my "assignments" now~ Bye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107874164072457367?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6581581.post-1078640928426538362004-03-07T14:28:00.000+08:002004-03-07T15:36:50.560+08:00<i>Unforgivable Sinner.. You should know where you are.. You're trying to ease off but you know you wont get far..</i> <br /> <br />+ <b>Mood: Nuts // Lame</b> <br /> <br />Alright!~~ Midautumn Illusions is finally done! X3 <br /> <br /><b>[Mesg] Beatrice: Who said i'll take forever![/Mesg]</b> <br /> <br />Lol. <br /> <br />I dislike my class. Seriously. GTG finish my homework now! Bye! Email me if you wish to exchange links at luin_ele@hotmail.com <br />Post again soon!! <br /> <br />p.s The layout is soooo simple. Rather unhappy with it. Comment?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6581581-107864092842653836?l=ellusified.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lennenoreply@blogger.com